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Sweet little friend,
You are the only one that
Truly understands me.
The only one that
Holds my hand
When I am
Breaking.
The one that listens
When I am upset.
The only one that
Hears me crying.
The one that counsels
Me how to cope with life.
And you're hungry
For more blood.
You are jumping and
Screaming
Ready to be fed.
You love the softness of
My skin, and you promise to
Be gentle when you break
Through the vein.
But you're not strong enough.
You aren't sharp and bold
Like the others.
You're such a frail creature
And now it's your turn
To be disposed.
In the trash,
Where you always belonged.
You are the only one that
Truly understands me.
The only one that
Holds my hand
When I am
Breaking.
The one that listens
When I am upset.
The only one that
Hears me crying.
The one that counsels
Me how to cope with life.
And you're hungry
For more blood.
You are jumping and
Screaming
Ready to be fed.
You love the softness of
My skin, and you promise to
Be gentle when you break
Through the vein.
But you're not strong enough.
You aren't sharp and bold
Like the others.
You're such a frail creature
And now it's your turn
To be disposed.
In the trash,
Where you always belonged.
Literature
Scars
You see the scars across his face.
A knife pulled across his cheek.
You see the scars all over her body.
Flames raged, her body ablaze.
You see the scars on his arm.
Where he slid over the tarmac.
You see the scars which are her knees.
With which she fell upon the floor.
You see the scars over his eye.
The knife took it away.
You see the scars on her legs.
Which she has cut so many times.
You don't see the scars in their minds.
Of all the words they heard.
Literature
self hatred
I don't know how you could see this body as perfect
When all I see is mistakes
I'm not sure how you looked into my eyes and said you saw angels
when all I can see is deep darkness hiding demons in the shadows
You claimed I'm was too skinny and needed to eat
I say I'm not skinny enough and refuse to touch anything
You said I should open
I say I'm under lock and key
You said you where leaving
I want you to stay
You said I was beautiful
I only see ugliness
You said you'd return
I knew you wouldn't
Your last words to me where full of hate
and finally we agreed on something
Literature
I want to CUT NOW
I want to cut so badly right now.
I long for that fiery energy that fuels my cutting.
I want to feel the blade rip open my skin.
I want to hear the blade as it slices open my arm.
I want to see the red blood drip down my arm.
I want to see that scarlet liquid soak into my clothes.
I want to feel the cool air as it caresses my blood soaked skin.
I need it to cool my inner fires.
I need my blood and pain to put out the painful coals inside.
I need it.
I want it.
Let me have it.
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This is great... It's such a relief that the addiction has come to an end! Hopefully, this will drive others into doing the same, as well it should because it is an amazing piece..
Please feel free to take a look at my poetry; they r all emotional too
Please feel free to take a look at my poetry; they r all emotional too